She will

Sitting on this porch again,
waiting for that cloud again,
flying down this dirty road,
she'll be coming home any minute,
in my arms any minute,
I know she will

It's a long road she's driving, I
don't mind the waiting, but I
can't stand forgetting.
she'll be coming home any minute,
in my arms any minute,
I know she will

And every morning I wake alone,
another night and she didn't make it home,
I'm packed and my heart is full.
she'll be coming back any minute,
in my arms any minute,
I know she will

I guess they call it a tradgedy
but it won't take me
because I believe
There's a price for everything
and the ring I wear
its more than fair
if there's a god I know,
won't you let her go,
won't you let her go,
can't you just let her go?


Sitting on this porch once again
waiting for that cloud to come again
I'm all packed and my heart is full
she'll be coming back any minute
in my arms any minute,
I know she will.
I know she will.
I know she will.
http://www.reverbnation.com/play_now/song_3253427

Dreams

Well I had a dream the other night. A young hot chick was digging me and wanted to come over to my place. There was no sex in the dream, but her intentions were obvious. And so I drove her back to my place all the while scared to death that my place was too big a mess and she would reject me for the slob I am. Books are everywhere and it's gotten a little out of control. A minor disaster in real life.

So in this dream the solution to my problem was that I'd have her wait in the car for a few minutes while I quick tidied up. And so I'm running around frantically trying like hell to make the place presentable and after about an hour she comes stomping in mad as hell because I left her out in the car so long. She looks around at the mess and disgustingly says, "I see my second biggest fears about you have just been realized". And that was the end of the dream.

I'm thinking, there are two things about this dream. One, I've got to straighten this place up in case someone actually does want to come over. And two, what the hell was the first biggest fear that my dream girl had about me?? Even my subconscious hates me. wtf.

So much is happening. The new job is going well. I finally made a recording of one of my songs, it's not a great recording, but clearly a start. The track experiment year two has been confirmed. Everything all good I guess.

Later.